Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be


“Hey, Sasuke!” I called. “What’s up?”

He shrugged, his beautiful hair falling softly over his shoulders. It had grown a few inches since we were kids.

“Waiting for Sakura.” He said, blushing slightly.

I stopped, stunned. “O-oh.”

He looked at me, raising an eyebrow. “You alright? You don’t look so good.”

I grinned cheekily, knowing it didn’t reach my eyes. “Yeah, I’m fine! Duh! I’m just tired.” Faking a yawn, I walked past him quickly, trying not to look at him so he wouldn’t see the tears forming in my eyes. I waved over my shoulder. “I’m goin’ home to take a nap before my mission.”

He didn’t even say goodbye.


I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without


“I never thought that I’d like Sakura.” Sasuke said, leaning on the bar. I swirled my drink angrily. Naruto shifted uncomfortably, knowing that I was not happy with Sasuke dating that pink-haired bitch.

“I mean,” Sasuke continued, completely oblivious for once. “I never noticed how her eyes sparkle when she‘s happy, or how kind she is. And talk about smart! She’s one of the smartest people I know.”

I glanced at him through the corners of my eyes. The dusky bar light illuminated his pale skin, making him glow. His hair framed his face sharply, and his long fingers played with the label on his bottle.

I look back down at the bar, not trusting myself to speak. How could Sakura have ever gotten someone so completely perfect?


Drew talks to me
I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me


I walked into Kiba and Kimmie, causing all three of us to fall face first on the ground.

“OW!” Kimmie yelled. “What the hell, Kasakay?!”

“Sorry!” I stuttered, trying to pull my skirt down over my ass. I don’t know why I chose that day to wear such a short skirt. “Sorry, sorry, sorry, I wasn’t paying attention!!”

“Smooth.” Kiba muttered. We got up, and they walked away, shaking their heads and laughing. Probably at my stupidity.

I groaned, and turned to Sasuke. “Is my skirt okay?” I mumbled, embarrassed.

Sasuke studied me for a minute, then roared with laughter. After he calmed down, he waved his hand as if dismissing me, and managed to choke out,

“You didn’t want everyone to know that you have purple dragons on your underwear, did you?”

Flushing red, I hit him over the head, giggling softly as he started laughing again.


He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right,


“Soooo.” I said, swinging my legs. We were sitting on the rail of a bridge. “What’s going on between you and …Sakura these days?” It hurt hearing about her and Sasuke, but it kept him happy, and I didn’t want him to suspect that I liked him.

Sasuke smiled, and then said the worst thing that had ever been said to me.

“I’m in love with her. I bought a ring, and I’m gonna ask her to marry me.”


I wonder if he knows he's
All I think about at night


I clutched my pillow to my chest, choking back sobs, trying not to think about him.

“Damnit!” I screamed, flinging my pillow across the room. I curled up, crying into my knees.

I heard Naruto walk into my room, and he sat down next to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.

“Again?” he asked softly.

I launched myself into his arms, clutching to my brother’s chest. “Why can’t I get over him, aniki?” I sobbed.

He hugged me tighter, and rocked me back in forth. “I don’t know how you like such a bastard to begin with.” he teased.

“I don’t know, but his face is the only thing I see when I close my eyes.” I whispered, shutting my eyes tightly. “And then I never want to open them again.”


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me
Wishing on a wishing star


“Hey, look!” Naruto pointed to the sky. Sasuke and Sakura looked up, their hands entwined loosely. “A shooting star!”

“Sasuke-kun, make a wish!” Sakura squealed.

“No, I saw it first!” Naruto said. “The rules say that I need to make the wish. Although,” he said thoughtfully. “I already have Hinata. Kay, you make a wish! You’re my twin, they’ll think you’re me!”

Sasuke and I sweat dropped. “You have the oddest logic, Naruto.” I muttered, before turning my face to the sky, and closed my eyes, sending my prayer to the heavens and the stars above.

I wish he’d love me.


He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do


“IT’S A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES!” I sang totally off-key at the top of my lungs, into my hairbrush. “CUZ WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAAAAAAAW YOU!”

“KAY WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP?!” Naruto shouted, throwing the TV remote at me. I stuck my tongue out at him.

“This is my Sasuke song, you shut up!”

“You shut up!”

“No, you shut up!”

“FOR GODS SAKE WOULD YOU BOTH JUST SHUT UP?!” Kairi screamed from the kitchen. Naruto and I froze, and then both stuck our tongues out in the direction of the kitchen.


Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

Sasuke and I hadn’t spoken in two weeks. It hurt me too much to see the slim band Sakura had him wear as his engagement ring.

I was going out on a mission, and he was coming in. We passed each other in the hall, and I caught a whiff of blood. A lot of it.

“Are you alright?” I asked, alarmed. “I thought you went on a C-rank?”

“I did.” he said, still walking. “I was ambushed by ten rogues. This isn’t my blood.”

I stopped, and stared down the hall, watching him leave. I was slightly stung by how coldly he spoke to me.

“Ten, and none of his blood was spilt?” I whispered. Shaking my head, I turned around and walked out of the Hokage’s building. “I can’t go three feet without hurting myself by tripping over my feet, and he can take out ten like it’s no problem?!”


She'd better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause


I sat in a pew next to Naruto and Hinata. “I don’t think it’s such a good idea having Kay here, Naruto.” Hinata whispered.

Naruto shrugged. “She wanted to come.” he whispered back.

The music started playing, and the entire church stood and turned to the back to see Sakura walk down the aisle, her long white gown trailing behind her.

I began to feel tears zigzag down my face, and I started shaking. The only reason I was here was because Sasuke said that he wanted me to be here.

“I don’t know if I can handle this,” I whispered shakily, my voice catching. Hinata turned to me worriedly, and Naruto grasped my hand and squeezed.


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do


Sakura and Sasuke stood at the alter, listening to the old man preach and drone about true, eternal love. I was still fighting back tears, and when Sakura said, “I do,” I forgot about making it through the ceremony.

I stood up, and squeezed past Naruto and Hinata. I didn’t care that I was in the middle of the aisle. I knew that the whole church, including Sasuke and Sakura, had turned to watch me. I didn’t give a damn. I ran down the aisle, cursing Sasuke for putting his former teammates in the front pew. I fled, wiping my eyes furiously as I finally let the tears flow down my face, letting everyone see them.


So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight


Once I got home, I locked myself in my room. Picking up the picture of Team Seven from the day I had joined them, I fingered Sasuke’s face behind the glass before flinging the picture to the wall. The glass shattered, and I screamed in rage.

I looked over to the mirror, and stopped when I saw the strip of black and white pictures from one of those photo booths stuck in the frame. It had been Sasuke’s seventeenth birthday, and I ambushed and dragged him to an amusement park. We had spent an entire roll of quarters in the photo booth, getting the perfect pictures.

That was over seven years ago. I took the pictures out of the mirror frame, and hugged them to my chest as I slid down the wall, sobbing.


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart


I was alone for about an hour before I heard the door to the apartment that I shared with Naruto open. I thought that it was Naruto or Hinata coming to check up on me.

I kept my eyes closed, letting go of all the emotion and pain I had been holding in for the past year.

My bedroom door opened, and I looked up, expecting to see my brother, or his fiancé. Instead, Sasuke stood in the doorway, looking at me with such a guilty, confused  expression that I was reminded of a puppy that knew it did something wrong, but it wasn’t sure what.


He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do


“Kay?” He said softly, walking over to where I was. He crouched down in front of me.

I stared at him in horror before I curled back up into my ball of security. “Go away.” I said, voice cold and angry.

“Kay, why’d you run out?” He sounded hurt. “You know I wanted you there.”

“You know damn well why I ran out.” I spat. “It doesn’t take an hour to get here from the church. Have a nice chat with Naruto after you said I do to that backstabbing bitch?”

Sasuke looked down guiltily. “Alright, I talked to Naruto. Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

Forcing myself not to scream with frustration, again, I stood up, and walked out of my room. I flung open the front door, nearly ripping it off its hinges. I pointed to the hallway.

“Out.” I snarled.


He's the time taken up
But there's never enough


“Not until you tell me why you didn’t say anything.” Crossing his arms, he leaned on the doorway. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

I felt my blood boil, and, judging by how Sasuke flinched back slightly, my eyes flashed violet. Then I remembered that it wasn’t his fault I didn’t tell him.

Letting the door swing closed, I sank down to my knees. I knew I was a total mess, both physically and emotionally.

“Because you kept saying how much in love you were.” My voice got caught in my throat, and tears began to leak out of my eyes again. “I knew you were happy, I would have just screwed things up for you.”

Sasuke crouched down in front of me, taking one of my hands in his.

“I didn’t say I do.” he confessed.

I opened my eyes, and gazed into his eyes in complete shock. “What? Why not?”

“I ran out after you instead.” he said, his eyes steady. His tongue flicked out, and he licked his lips nervously. “Sakura was furious with me. I would’ve followed you, but then Naruto came out and told me off. You should have heard him screaming at me.”

“Screaming?” I groaned. “So now everyone knows?”

Sasuke’s eyes flashed coldly. “I never realized just how much of a bitch Sakura is.” he snarled. “You could have destroyed her. I never, never knew that you told her you were going to ask me out, and she asked me before you could, just to spite you. For gods sake, I only said yes because I wanted her to shut up and leave me alone.”

His thumb brushed away the salty solutions that were still silently zigzagging down my face.


And he's all that I need to fall into..


I forced myself to smile. “Well, you love her now.” I said. “You have to get back to your fiancé. She’s going to be angry with you.”

Sasuke held up his left hand. The ring that Sakura forced onto his hand before they were married was gone.

“I left her at the alter.” he said sheepishly.

“Why?” I asked bitterly. “You love her.”

“Would you stop telling me how I feel?” he snapped. “It’s really irritating.”

“Then why else would you want to marry her?” I wrenched my hand out of his.

“Because I thought that she was someone she’s not.” Sasuke tried to take my hand back, but I crossed my arms, refusing to look at him. I saw his eyes flash red out of the corners of my eyes.

“What do you want?” I asked bitterly, knowing my eyes were steadily growing violet.


Drew looks at me


Growling, Sasuke turned my face with his hand, and crashed his lips onto mine. His other hand slipped behind my back, and pulled me closer to him.

“I want you.” he whispered in my ear, once he pulled away. He pressed me against him, holding me as if I’d disappear.

My breath got caught in my throat as I wrapped  my arms around his neck. “You’re not just saying this?” I had to make sure.

Sasuke smirked as he picked me up and carried me to my room. “Since when do I say anything that I don’t want to?”

I smiled into his neck. He put me on my bed carefully, and steadied himself on his hands above me. He started kissing my neck.

“What are you doing?” I gasped.

“Isn’t this how I’m supposed to spend my wedding night?” his lips moved against my skin.

“Well, yeah. But with your bride.” I teased.

“Would you be mine?” I froze.

“A-are you…” I stuttered.

“I love you, Kasakay. Would you be my bride?”


I fake a smile so he won't see.